Little Dresses

Little Dresses
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 5:13 AM

the confessions

We have been Best Friends Forever since standard 3. Until now. It remains. Yeah, I know it will remain. As time goes, years by years, months by months, days by days past, now, we are in form 4. We stick together until this 2009. But its not for the whole year. Only until March. After I left, they all left too. To different school, different state and everything is different. We are saperated. Far apart.

Well, in form 1, here came this boy who is now our besties too. He left. We used to share the laughter, the enjoyment and gone through the hard time. We faced them together. Together. And as they left to their hostels, I'm here alone in KL. Well, not alone actually. I have another 'them'. Another 4. Including my special one. But still. Sometimes they are busy with their own stuffs. As the three left, I have lost something valuable. Not lost but seperated. Now, who am I going to share the problems with? Who am I going to share the jokes and the laughs with? Who am I going to call for any hot updates wth? Who am I going to study with? Who am I going to hangout with? And who will be going to read my blog everyday? They are far away. Yeah, far.

Lately, I cried a lot because why? I felt left out and missing them so badly. Its hard for me to make new friends. Its different. Very very different. Sometimes, I took minutes to think. Think about everything. The friendship and love. Sometimes while thinking, closing my eyes, I know it will be only 2 years more. 2 years for us to get free. But I still know it will not last longer. Then, the next step, we are going to have our own family and all.

I kept thinking and thinking and thinking. I know we are struggling to study hard. Thats why we move on with our own path now. Its for our own good. But I believe, I believe, someday, we are going to reunite again. The 7 of us. I'm hoping for that. I'm closing my eyes to just convince myself that it will take only 2 years. Its just for a while.And as the school over, we are already grown up by then. I know we are going to go with our own path again.

But I believe, no matter what and how, friendship never fade. It remains, forever.